Not as easy as it seems

 

Just thinking about what I have gone through the past year I am a mess of emotions.  I know that everything happens for a reason but why do I still have to go through this.  With lacrosse starting up, I truly miss it.  I miss the feeling of coming home from practice all sweaty and ready to fall over.  It really makes me upset that I have to wait and wait to get back to playing.  It does more to me emotionally than anyone really knows.  I am so passionate about playing and about being the best at what I do and I have been thrown too many curve balls to count which have really put a halt on all of that .  Of course I should be happy with all the progress I have made but just thinking about where I could be right now if none of this happened kills me.  I left freshman year playing the best lacrosse I have ever played and I had all of these aspirations to reach goals and now I have to face the fact that I will never be able to get to them.  That really sucks.  I think it takes a certain type of person to go through what I have to go through and I am a much stronger person because of it.

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